ONE, the sexual stage; TWO, the experimental stage; THREE, the creative stage. Before we go into detail we must first have an understanding of what I mean by sex. Sex or better the sexdrive in man is a form of energy. It is that force within us which makes life possible. The stuff that makes man tick. Every man seems to gather, store and dissipate some of this energy con- stantly. To illustrate this imagine a wheel within your pelvis which turns slowly by this energy. Now through some stimulant, lets suppose you see a beautiful blond, this wheel picks up speed. Another stimulant comes along and speeds it further, finally the high speed of the wheel is too much for you, you need to slow it down and the normal way to slow it down is through a sex act. When you reach the climax, the fire is out, the wheel stops. In primitive man this is a continous cycle, as the wheel starts spinning, he seeks his woman etc., over and over. But some people learn to use some of this sexenergy for different purposes. True love, reli= gious love, art and other kinds of creative work are ex- amples of it. Most people do this subconsciously but some learn to do it deliberatly and it gives them a power of immense dimensions. This power may lead them into the realm of saints or into the pits of hell.

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Now what has all this to do with a making of a transvestite? Well, lets go on with my theory. ONE, the sexual stage. At some point in his life the potential TV makes his first acquaintance with female clothing, usually underwear. This produces a stimulus which makes his wheel spin, not just a little bit, but at high speed. Of course he likes it. At first he feels good and he may let it pass but soon it drives him to a sexual climax. This of course depends on his age. In early childhood he may just feel different and nice, but later it will drive him so sexual release. As he grow s

older and keeps up the practice he will develop after each episode a guilty feeling. He discards his "silly" clothing as they become, one the wheel has stopped, and they have lost their power of stimulation. It takes some time before the wheel again starts turning and then the garments regain their power of stimulating him again. Some TV's stay at this stage all their life. They are not any different than the fellow who gets all "hopped" up by looking at sexy pictures. But, this

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